Teen Talk

September/October 2003

 

I Love you Daddy
Anonymous
Daddy stop all the crying
Daddy stop all the yelling
Daddy stop all the fighting
That is why mama left you
I know you love me and
I love you too
But this is no way to treat a daughter who loves you.
You go out all day eating, drinking.
You come home stomping your hooves like a bull.
You don’t even realize what you’re doing to me.
You sit at home all day long waiting for me to come home.
I come home to make dinner but no thank you or welcome home.
I’m tired of this, I’m walking out
I don’t deserve all this punishment.
You grab me again
And you beat me some more
Do you even care about me anymore?
I’m on the floor screaming daddy no more
By the end of the night I’m black and blue, from
Head to toe but who cares? Not you.
You’re back on the couch and you’re watching the news.
I’ve got to go back to
school just to come back to another fight.
How many more nights
Will I suffer in my plight?
I can’t take anymore
I am walking out that door.
I really love you daddy.
But this is not the way I’m suppose to live.
I need someone to truly love me.
I love you daddy!

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Dirty Fingers
by Ryan Humphries

Juan Rodrigo and his father patiently sat under a tree. They were waiting, waiting and watching, their eyes fixed on the river in front of them, the only thing separating them from the United States of America. Juan’s father had dreamed of this day all his life, the escape to freedom.

The night before the escape, José got a call. It was from a person that José called the Coyote. The Coyote gave them all the details over the phone, where, when and how to escape. Juan would always ask who Coyote was, but his father would always respond, “Someone who we owe our life to.”

Jose stared at his old digital watch. It was 12:32 in the morning. The Coyote had said at 12:45 a.m. the river patrol would be off duty until 1 a.m., giving them fifteen minutes to cross the river. “Start blowing up your bag now,” Jose said to his son. You see, the father and son did not know how to swim. The Coyote was very clever though and he knew how to get them over the river.

The Rodrigos did not have a suitcase to put their clothes in, not like they had a lot of clothes anyway. They had to put their things in a trash bag. The Coyote thought if you blew up a trash bag, it would float. If you held onto it, you could kick to the other side of the Rio Grande. The Coyote was a genius.

Two years before José's and Juan’s escape, they lived about ten miles away from the U.S. border in a place called Salvatore, Mexico. At the time, Juan, José and José’s wife, Carmen, lived in a little apartment near Carmen’s job at a grocery store where she was a clerk. Jose made his money as a pool hustler and Juan, then thirteen, would accompany him and learn the tricks of the trade.
On one hot, mid July day, José and Juan returned to their home after a fairly good day of work. Juan was a little tired, so he went to his room and took a nap. Meanwhile, José went to their small kitchen and took a book outside. He saw a lot of commotion down by his wife’s grocery store and decided to check it out. When he got to the front door, he came just in time to see his wife being carried off in a stretcher, dead from a gunshot wound to the head.

Juan looked at his watch, it read 12:45 a.m. “Let’s go,” he said to his son, and trudged into the Rio Grande. The Rio Grande was a dirty brown that looked disgusting, even at nighttime. The Coyote proved right with his trash bag theory and crossing the Rio Grande was a breeze until they reached the other side.

The Rodrigos opened up their bags and pulled out the spare shirt they packed. They began to dry themselves off with it when they heard a gruff voice behind them say, “Hey! What are you doing here?!” The border patrol had them. They were dead and they knew it. They had nothing left to lose so they ran.

It was almost sunrise when José decided they had lost the border patrol. The two had cramps digging like nails into the side of their stomachs. They sat under a tree as the Texas sun rose over the horizon. “Dad?” said Juan.

“Yeah?” his father answered.

“What do we do now?”

“We find work,” said José.

“Doing what?” questioned Juan.

“Whatever they accept us at,” answered José.

“Ok,” said Juan.

Over the next four years they worked at random farms picking crops. Two years after they arrived in America they got a job at a place in South Carolina called Orwell Manor, a farm in which they picked lettuce, peppers and such. Their pay was minimum wage and they lived in a trailer near the farm which they shared with nine other men and women migrant farmers who escaped into the country like themselves.

“Hey dad,” said Juan.

“Yeah?”

“Why is it that we live in America, the home land of the free and we are treated like slaves?”

“I don’t know Juan, I just don’t know,” said José.

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Backbrace
by Liza Monroy

Burning up each others lives
A burning patch of skin
sweetheart you’re beautiful
I don’t even see
the backbrace
that’s holding up your beauty
and making up your face
Don’t even need a piercing
don’t even get a
shave
you know I
love your stubble
it’s something
that I crave
like the way you whisper
like the way
you moan
like the way you
lather
like the way
you foam
Doesn’t mean
a thing to you
but it means
the world to
me

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